confusing with my life~~

in the name of allah the most gracious and the most merciful...

i dun't know.
whether i'm in the right track or not.
i'm happy wit my life now.
with my new friends.
who are crazy all the time.
but.........
i'm a little scared.
what will happen to me for the couple months after this.
whether i'm become crazy like them or not.
what i mean crazy is our lifestyle.

yup.i know.everyone has theirs own style + own things they love.
they love to fashion,so do i. but i'm not the one who buying anything i love just like that. i will think hundreds time whether i must buy that thing or not..(err...ye ke sab???yela kot..hahaha..)
here,i learned different style.the way they talk,the way they dress up.stay here in um for almost 6 months makes me a little cultured shock.
boys and girls dating wherever they want.i can't deny it fun being coupling.feel like in heaven.yela.ade orang caring+jaga.but....it is annoying when whenever we go,we can still see the same couple dating.rasa cam diorang tak bosan ke asyik pandang muke yg same je setiap hari?????sheesh~~

live in kl is very challenging.it is very hard to maintain what you learned in school.like me,in kisas,we learned about muamalat(pergaulan) + tazkirah2. here,stay in the other 'world' which take these things easy make me hanyut. no force to attend tazkirah.yep. it make me happy because nobody will push me to attend tazkirah in the surau. but when i think deeply,it makes me hanyut dan hanyut.zzzzzz... no pengisian rohani make my heart more darker+darker.tu yg result makin teruk tu...zzzzzz...

so what i must to do are fill my empty heart with soul's food+ rajinkan diri pergi surau.
kak hidayah(my akak usrah) had told me ,"ISLAM TAK RUGI KALAU KITA TAK AMALKAN ISLAM,TAPI KITA SENDIRI YG AKAN RUGI KALAU KITA TAK AMALKAN ISLAM"

think about it with your deepest heart...
dear Allah,please lead me to the right track.i really need your help.

elaun.elaun.elaun

elaun.elaun.elaun.
bila elaun nak masuk ni???
kan betul elaun masuk bulan 1 nanti.
lambat lagi la.
dahlah sekarang tengah ade sale.
memang saje je.
whoa..
nak elaun.nak elaun.
tak nak mintak abah duit lagi lagi.

apin.apin.apin.
set mind dari sekarang.
minggu depan apin dah kene masuk um balik.
haha..
padan muke.
cuti 2 bulan apin akan berakhir pada 28 dec nanti.
yeay.bagus.
boleh aku mintak apin duit.
duit.duit.duit.

-->>sungguh aku dah bengong sekarang ni..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

dulu tikus,sekarang katak.smart an..:)

in the name of Allah the most gracious and the most merciful

oh my god!
my sprit suddenly going down,down and down.
feel very upset rite now.
really tired doing xperimen chemistry just now.
but,the experiment just now was easy.super duper easy.cepat gile habis.and before azan asar,dah boleh kuar lab.tak ke best tu.:)

hurm..maybe what make me felt very tired was-the makmal kimia location.
lab chemistry was on top of the moon.haha..atas bukit tu.tinggi gile nak kene panjat.
before ni,aku kebal je.cume ari ni.tired dy super duper tak boleh tahan.
maybe sebab cuaca dah makin panas.-tadi tengah hari memang berbahang.rasa duduk dlaam oven!
plus immune system aku yg jadi huru-hara ni.badan rasa mcm nak demam.
lagi lah aku jadi makin lemah longlai tak bermaya.

papepun,
cite yg paling bez aku nak story kat sini is-->

semalam group aku ade wat experiment bio.
guess what kitaorang buat..
kitaorang kene jalankan ujian kat katak.
a real frog.-still alive and can jumping wherever it wants..
tak ke smart tu.:)
and what the best news is aku pegang katak tu weh!!:)
tepuk tangan sikit.
haha..
tapi aku pegang bahagian bawah mulut dia tu je.
aku tak pegang la pulak whole body katak tu.
eeii..geli aku.
tapi memang aku tabik toing2 la sape yg berani pegang katak tu especially kaum hawa.
tabik la kat korang!
w/pun lab semalam macam haru biru sebab budak2 ni test sore ke 10- oktaf-menjerit and then kene sound dgn demonstrator baru,mr adam.kitaorang tak kisah.
experimen still berjalan mcm biasa and kitaorang still menjerit lagi.:P

and what the worst thing is,group aku salah buat procedure.
mr frog yg still sihat walafiat tu,aku & kawan aku g cucuk dia kat dalam disecting board(kotak bedah)-ala2 wat macam katak tu nak kene bedah.gile kejam.
and time tu gak katak tu kencing.yuks!
sori la mr frog.
aku cuak tahap tak ingat.smpai lupe step.
i'm sori..
;)

tapi again sori la.gambar aku bersama mr frog tak ade.
nak tengok ke gambar mr frog tu??
ala..
korang pandang je bawah meja korang.
ade satu lembaga hijau betul2 kat tepi kaki korang.
baik tengok sekarang!
rasa melekit.
yuks!
cepat tengok bawah!
selamat meng-usha!

lol!
:)